Thursday, December 21, 2017

Escape to the Noise

Escape to the Noise

Sitting quietly with my thoughts amid the noisy forest. Chipmunks chattering, flies and bees buzzing near. Crickets clapping. Pine needles and cones rustle in the wind, falling to the earths floor. Serenity overcomes me in this noisy place. 

Juggling the mood of the mother earth minute by minute - will she shower me with rain or sun? Rain jacket and umbrella over my shorts and tank top. Rain jacket comes off almost as quickly as it is put on and my skin warms with the heat of the sun. 

Thunder rolling through the clouds hanging over the vast hills. Recklessly crashing,  growling, threatening for destruction. 

Chasing the sun around the campsite. Begging for her light and warmth to stay with me longer. 

Finally, quiet of the night seeps in. Rain gently dropping onto us and our food. A little harder and faster the rain falls. Determined for the fire to stay and meals to be cooked. At last, the rain calms and soon stops. The world becomes quiet again. 

In the dark of the night, in a waxing moon, the world becomes noisy once again. The coyotes being to howl. The pack signing to the moon. Off to the opposite of the world, elk begin bugling as they move across the mountain. 

The night grows darker, grows still. Gazing into the nights sky, the glorious Milky Way shining in the universe, the bewildering moon pulling me, the brilliant dancing stars. The owls begin to hoot and to own the night as theirs. 

Crawl into the tent, into my sleeping bag on the chilly night. I am being sung to sleep by the noise of the wilderness. My soul is home. 

When I want noise, I escape to the mountains, to the wilderness. Here lies much peace, quiet, and solitude.



Friday, December 15, 2017

Barefoot and Naked



Novembers full moon night
Not yet finished with the day, sipping wine as time ticks by
Darkness creeps in and he slips into slumber
My soul is restless and crying for more

Pour more wine into my glass
Strip my body of clothing, wrap a blanket around me
Glass of wine in right hand, holding the corners of the blanket with my left
I step outside into a grand mountain space
Barefoot and naked

The clear, vast night sky
The light of the full moon
The glowing Milky way
The dancing stars
Gleaming
The crisp, cold air
Sky above me
Earth underneath
I am grounded

I stare in awe at luna, the galaxy, the stars
They stare back
I cry out to the universe
She cries back
I scream to the universe
She screams back
I beg the universe for good days, I thank the universe for the bad
She smiles

Luna pulling me closer
The foothold she has on me
Strong 
Loving
Passionate 
I am trapped in her gaze
I surrender to the force of her energy

Warm tears of love and admiration roll down my cold face
I am grateful
I am love
Luna’s energy radiates throughout me
The universe surrounds her energy around me

My soul is quiet
I look around me and see beauty
A grand full moon, the Milky Way, sparkling stars, a vast and clear sky
Silhouettes of pine trees and mountain ranges
I am grounded

Seconds turn into minutes, the minutes turn into a long hour
My soul is being held by the moon and the universe
I feel warmth inside me
I feel love inside me
I feel whole

As I enter into myself again
I feel the cold earth sticking to my feet
I feel the cold air brushing my face
Holding a full glass of wine
I am grounded
I am love

Enter my warm home 
Weeds, dirts and pebbles cling to the bottom of the blanket
Shake the blanket and hear them fall to the floor
Cold body, I crawl into bed next to the man who loves me
My soul is quiet
My heart is smiling

I am grounded

Sunday, March 6, 2016

Fly

Feel my heart intertwine within my roots
See my soul soar along side my wings
My roots grow deeper, bigger
My wings grow stronger, wider
Know me better
Love me with zeal
Wings lift
Gentle flapping, rustling the leaves
A soft tug at my roots
Through trust and love
The roots leap
The wings expand
Still as one
Heart
Soul
Roots
Wings

~Angela Byrnes

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Is there a fine line between self-care and selfishness?

Is there a fine line between self-care and selfishness?  There are some in my life who call me selfish when I need time for myself.  I need alone time to reset and remember who I am and what I want.  So I answer my own question, is there a fine line between self-care and selfishness?  Not when the matters come from your heart and your soul to fill your heart and soul.

The bucket my for my heart and soul fills to the brim when I am around good people, enjoying good times.  And this bucket overflows my heart and soul when I have minutes, hours or a day for me.  100% dedicated to me and for me however I chose to use this time.  Just thinking about me time brings a smile to my face and peace within :)

Here's to you and me and self-care alone time for each!  Have a lovely day!

Saturday, January 30, 2016

I am here now

I am not a before.
I am not an after. 

I am here now - - 

Learning, struggling, stumbling, and loving - - 

Now is the masterpiece. 
Growth is a favorable consequence.